Its been quite..the project in Thailand has been put on ice for the time being due issues with the lease of the property ..but its been a great time for reflection and getting stuff done at home…some of my thoughts now digitized…(included are some pictures from the las job)..
“When the times are quite the mind/ego is a buzz with nonsense… I know mine has been over the past two weeks…what ive been doing different this time is noticing it listening to it and then letting it go through me … as if I was water…the way i see it is the ego’s/ mind’s sole purpose is to make itself important and heard..so its going to come up with all sorts of thoughts ..fear based thoughts…and it starts with “what if…” Thing is ..“what if “ is an illusion..at some point in the future...Danger is when we start creating/living the now/present with our thoughts based on “what if”…we create the exact thing/situation that the mind and ego have “warning” us about..solidifying the judgements and assesments of mind and ego …in other words if I am not concious of this process…my ego/mind is in control of my life and not my true and higher self…
Here is what I believe the soulution is… dont fight the mind/ego love it. I need it to create on earth… I listen to it…and let it pass through me..notice if the thought is rooted in fear, lack, jealousy all the negative stuff…notice if i am acting or creating based on this fear/neagtive based illusion… By simply being aware of this process ive put a stop…to unconciousnes…for best a couple of seconds till the next thoughht comes in…The only way out of this..is..to..keep practicing this process..the goal is the abiltity to differentiate the voice from my ego/mind and my higher self/universe..”